sorry guys it messed up and did not publish my whole post .

christmas

I have to say this is my favorite time of year , the heart of people during this time of year is so tender , it blows my mind why does it only have to be this time of year to be so thoughtful or thankful

Love

LOVE

Nine wonderful years , of being with the man i love , you know of course we have had our ups and downs , but every one does that's what makes you love even stronger , For better or for worse , through having five children and losing loved ones and moving here and there , Corey is my life partner ,my lover , my rock , my best friend , thank you baby for loving me , putting up with me , for always being there when i needed you . I cannot wait to spend the evening alone with you that doesn't happen enough for us , that is my promise this year to make more us time . Baby i am amazed by you ! , Next year on our tenth , i wait patiently to walk down the isle and say i do , to you ,, alright may not so patiently , and it probably wont be a walk more like a sprint ,lol , I love just staring into your eyes , wondering what our next ten years will hold for us . Life holds so much .....

Our God is amazing in the way He works, Who would of thunk it, when we met at walmart we would be married and have soooooooooo many children together and still have the same fresh but stronger renewed love everyday for each other , I knew you were the one for me ! Happy anniversary Honey , I love you more each passing moment. , Love your muse

This picture was taken awhile back but these are my boys ! :)

The other picture is of Lyric and brooklyn , i moved the furniture around and made the kids a tent they had so much fun , well ok so did i :)

Hey guys , i was reading and i came across this poem and i wanted to share it with you because it touched me , here you go :)


Only One Childhood

I stopped to watch my little girl
Busy playing in her room.

In one hand was a plastic phone ;
In the other a toy broom.

I listened as she was speaking
To her make-believe little friend
And I'll never forget the words she said,
Even though it was pretend.

She said,"Suzie's in the corner
Cuz she's not been very good.
She didn't listen to a word i said
Or do the things she should."

In the corner i saw her baby doll
All dressed in lace and pink.
It was obvious she'd been put there
To sit alone and think.

My daughter continued her "conversation".
As I sat down on the floor ,
She said , "I'm all fed up, I just don't know
What to do with her anymore."

"She whines whenever i have to work
And wants to play games , too;
And never lets me do the things
That I just have to do.

'' She tries to help me with the dishes,
But her arms just cannot reach
And she doesn't know how to fold the towels
And i don't have time to teach.

''I have a lot of work to do
And a big house to keep clean.
I don't have time to sit and play-
Don't you know what I mean?''

And that day I thought a lot about
Making some changes in my life;
As I listened to her innocent words
That cut me like a knife,

I hadn't been paying enough attention
To what I hold most dear.
I'd been caught up in responsibilities
That increased throughout the year.

But now my attitude has changed
Because , in my heart, I realize
I've seen the world in a different light
Through my little darling's eyes.

So , let the cobwebs have the corners
And the dust bunnies rule the floor,
I'm not going to worry about
Keeping up with them anymore.

I'm going to fill the house with memories
Of a child and her mother
For God grants us only ONE childhood,
And we will never get another.

BY, Linda Ellis

Goodmorning , well i have been working like crazy since friday and have to go back to work tonight . I did have yesterday off which was nice since corey has mondays off , so spending time with him was really nice but he his feeling under the weather i think he is getting what i had there for two weeks , it wasnt good , there is a nasty little bug going around . Keep corey in your prayers.
Did not get much accomplished yesterday , just took care of all my babies :)
But any way , i have so much i need to do today , i cant believe i am sitting here doing this , a moms and wifes list never end , but love every min of it !

Update on Brooklyn , she is learning new words everyday , it is so exciting to watch .
Update on Lily Ann , i cant keep up with her every since she found out she can walk every where .
Update on Logan , he is my dramitic child , not in a bad way , his faciel expressions ,just his character is fun to be around .
Update on Lyric , she came home all excited yesterday because she won a contest and she got to pick out a brand new book to bring home they are having the book fair at school , well i asked her what she had to do to win the contest , she said she had to color , go figure , no wonder she won , this child is an awesome colorier , she was coloring better than me when she was in kindergarden , needless to say i am proud of her .
Update on Tristin, this child will be the death of me here lately , every parent has one and this one is mine , but on a good note , his teacher told me yesterday that he is the role model in there class because he is always prepared and he is not one to get up and run around the class room and just be loud , so that was good to hear i know he can be a very good boy when he puts his mind to it .

Well i am very blessed to have these children in my life , i could not asked for anything more , i love being a mother :) and i am very proud of all my babies , there all have there own specail gifts and personality , and i love then all ,very deeply . well i think i will leave on that note , hope you all have blessed day :)

Hi , good morning , well my day has started off nicely , i awoke at 6:30 and made my kiddos cinnamon rolls with orange icing , yummmmmmmmm , :)

They were so excited this morning they had there fall parties at school today . And then i changed a couple of diapers , and got the babies there breakfast and watched a couple of toons on PBS , that is still a pretty good channel for kids , they still teach things ! Good things ! well anyway off that box , i had a rough night last night at work , please pray with me that some thing else will come about for a job.

Before i could blog this morning , i had to put my keys back on my keyboard , because the dog tried to get on my lap last night and did not make it and took some of the keys off my keyboard but thank goodness it was fixable . I think we are going to go visit a church that Corey was invited to a fall thing for the kids tonight , from a guy he works with , so that will be fun , lots of candy , just what my children need ,not , but hey why not , ! i think that is it for now , may be more later , hope you have ,HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!:)

beginnings

HELLO , well i am going to try my hand at blogging , so i would love anyone input !

where do you start , and i dont know when i will find time to do this but i guess i will throw it in there with every thing else. We have exciting news around our house lily started walking YEAH!

Last night we had a hayride at church , the kids loved it , well my two oldest any way , the other three stayed in the church with mrs.connie, i think they just like being with her :) all in all everyone had a good time and the Lord can do mighty work even in a little country hayride ! WOW and some more new news , well let me back up a little bit i have been taking my kids to school for the past year and half , yes i mean i have been getting up and getting five children around to take two of them to school like five mintutes away , but i love it , but things have been tight as they have been for every one , and anyway my point is they just started riding the bus , mom wasnt real sure at first but getting used to the idea , needless to say the kids love it :)

well i need to go do some of my huge pile of laundry and dishes , so exciting ! well will see you soon , this is fun ! :)